When Tomorrow Comes Book

It's one a.m. and I'm pacing across the floor crying. But it's not my usual "happily every after" tears, I'm crying because the book is over and she ended up with the wrong guy. I almost wrote a review of the book right then proclaiming how terrible the book was. But I didn't. I let the book say in the back of my mind and I thought about it for a few days. I laughed at myself for getting so emotionally attached to a fictional character in 24 hours. And after a while I realized that the reason I was having so much trouble with this ending is because I needed to learn the same lesson that Christine learned. I spend my days seeking God's will, but then when I think I know what it is I claim it. I decide that that's it. And then I don't leave any more room for God's will to be something different than what I decided it was. As soon as I find something that I think agrees with God's will and my preferences I disallow the chance that God's will might be something other then my preferences. That probably made no sense to anyone but me. Anyhow, it was a good book.