I love the idea of being totally subjugated by a strong dominant man; Graham who I work with is just such a man! In my fantasies he has me totally obedient to him despite me being already in a relationship, and he controls my every action. I love the idea of Graham insisting I refer to myself in a demeaning babyish way as 'ickle Allie Atkins' when I am usually an assertive and professional presence in his perspective. I love too, the idea of having to always end my texts with xxx while he basically treats me as his property, with me always trying harder and harder to please him.
The idea of suffering more and more humiliation to desperately prove my worth to Graham, while he treats me as totally irrelevant really makes me wet! Having me subjugate myself to my professional peers feels such an exquisite way of making me prove myself! So basically, this is just a text convo with the Big Man himself that I found sexy to imagine happening! Hope you enjoy! A. xxx.
I: Early morning text conversation:
Allie 5:06am: 'Hey, Big Man, ickle Allie Atkins is at the train station wearing only her ickle black anorak. Ickle Allie Atkins is freezing her ickle socks off for you. Xxx'
Graham 5:25am: 'Socks?'
Allie 5.25am: 'Ickle Allie Atkins is not wearing socks, ickle Allie Atkins's tootsies are freezing on the cold platform with no shoes. Was just an expression; trying to sound cute & girly as you asked, Sir. Xxx'
Graham 5:45am: 'How cold?'
Allie 5.45am: 'Ickle Allie Atkins's whole body is shivering, Sir. The wind blowing up the train track is icy cold and stings ickle Allie Atkins's bare legs and I can even feel it on my bare puss when it blows under the anorak, Sir. Xxx'
Graham 5:50am: 'Jewelry?'
Allie 5:50am: 'Ickle Allie Atkins is wearing big silver bangles on both arms, so big that she has to have her sleeves pushed up and her bare arms exposed to the icy wind, Sir. Ickle Allie Atkins has a silver pendent necklace that is very chilled between her bare breasts under her anorak, and her ickle fingers are covered in rings too. Ickle Allie Atkins is also wearing her steel jewelled butt plug too, and the clamps and chains on her pussy lips, Sir. Xxx'
Graham 6:00am: 'Toilets -- strip -- pour cold water over body -- put anorak back on -- wait on platform.'
Allie 6:00am: 'Yes, Sir. Ickle Allie Atkins doing it now, Sir. Xxx'
Allie 6:12am: 'Ickle Allie Atkins is sooooo cold and shivery now, Sir. Went to the ladies, found an old Costa's cup in the bin, popped into a cubicle, took off my anorak and used water from the cistern to drench my bare body. Ickle Allie Atkins is back on the platform wet and freezing under her anorak, Sir. Her whole body is goose-bumpy and shaking. Xxx'
Allie 6:30am: 'Hello, Sir? Xxx'
Graham 7:00am: 'My' denotes belonging to or associated with the speaker. Nothing belongs to you and nothing is associated with you. You are irrelevant and an object.'
Allie 7:00am: 'Ickle Allie Atkins is soooo sorry for using 'my', Sir. Ickle Allie Atkins knows she is irrelevant, Sir and is soooo grateful Sir is even bothering to message her. Xxx'
Graham 7:15am: 'As punishment wear your nipple suction pumps on max under your anorak for whole journey.'
Allie 7:15am: 'But Sir, Ickle Allie Atkins's right nipple is still blistered from the pump. Xxx'
Graham 7:20am: 'Exactly.'
Allie: 7:20: 'Ickle Allie Atkins putting them on now, Sir. xxx'
Allie: 7:42: 'Ickle Allie Atkins getting on the train now, Sir. Xxx'
Allie: 7:55: 'Hi Big Man. Ickle Allie Atkins found her seat -- is a table seat with two men sitting opposite & one right beside her. Ickle Allie Atkins had to put her luggage on a low rack 'cos otherwise her anorak would lift up and her bare, plugged tusk and clamped puss would be on show! The man sitting next to Ickle Allie Atkins keeps glancing down at her bare, wet thighs and the chain Sir. Ickle Allie Atkins thinks her nipple pumps are a bit obvious under the clingy anorak judging by the stares she is getting too! LOL! Ickle Allie Atkins hopes that pleases Sir. Xxx'
'Graham 8:10: 'Make sure your YouTube live at 8:15 happens.'
'Yes, Sir. Ickle Allie Atkins is getting her laptop ready now, Sir. Xxx'
II: YouTube chat on the train.
Allie: 'Hi everyone! xxx'
Jocelyn: 'LOL! You don't seem so assertive and professional now, Allie!'
Allie: 'No, Miss. Xxx'
Caroline: 'Why's her hair not soaking wet?'
Graham: 'Good point, C! Well, Allie?'
Jocelyn: 'Yeah, Allie?'
Allie: 'Ickle Allie Ilford is soooo sorry. She thought she only had to wet her body. Xxx'
Caroline: 'Like hair isn't part of the body?'
Allie: 'Sorry Caroline. Ickle Allie Atkins was not thinking. Xxx'
Caroline: 'When we're done flush your head in the train toilet. Repeat every hour using the nearest toilet throughout the day for being so stupid.'
Jocelyn: 'LOL! Nice one C!'
Allie: 'Yes, Miss. Sorry Miss. Xxx'
Jocelyn: 'How are the nipples, Allie?'
Allie: 'Aching a lot. The right one is smarting 'cos of the pressure right on the blister too. Xxx'
Jocelyn: 'LOL! Show us!'
Allie: 'Ickle Allie Atkins can't... there's peeps at the table! Xxx'
Graham: 'Can't?'
Allie: 'I'll turn away a bit and unzip the anorak a bit and use it as a shield from the men. Hold on. Xxx'
Graham: 'I?'
Allie: 'Sorry, Sir. I meant Ickle Allie Atkins. Xxx'
Graham: 'I' again?'
Allie: 'Sorry, Sir. Ickle Allie Atkins meant Ickle Allie Atkins. Xxx'
Jocelyn: 'OMG! She really is a member of the itty-bitty-titty-committee! LOL!'
Graham: 'Those nipples look sore, Allie.'
Allie: 'They are aching soooo much, Sir. Ickle Allie Atkins has had them on a while now, Sir.'
Graham: 'They stay on the whole train journey.'
Allie: 'Yes, Sir. Xxx'
Caroline: 'Might I make a suggestion, Graham?'
Graham: 'Your contributions are always welcome, C.'
Caroline: 'If Allie was to twist the right suction pump, she might burst the blister on her nipple. Not only would that be hilarious to watch, but it might help teach the little piglet to be more obedient in future?'
Graham: 'Wonderful, C! Allie?'
Allie: 'Yes, Sir. Doing it now, Sir. Xxx'
Jocelyn: 'OMG! Did you see the spray when it popped! Fucking amazing! LOL!'
Jocelyn: 'Give us a close-up, Allie. I want to see how red and raw it looks!'
Caroline: 'Another suggestion, if I may?'
Graham: 'Go ahead, C!'
Caroline: 'The flap of blistered skin looks unsightly and also might still protect the raw flesh underneath. Perhaps Allie should rip it off!'
Graham: 'Agreed.'
Jocelyn: Agreed'
Jocelyn: 'OMG! Did you see how much it stretched before it ripped! That must've really hurt!"
Allie: 'It did, lots! Ickle Allie Atkins is scared to even touch it! Xxx'
Caroline: 'Hmmm. Do you have any perfume, Allie? Xxx'
Allie: 'Yes, Miss. Xxx'
Caroline: 'Spray it on the raw skin then.'
Allie: 'Yes, Miss. Xxx'
Jocelyn: 'LOL! Wot a face; like a bulldog chewing a wasp!'
Graham: 'That's enough for now. Zip up your anorak and face forwards again, Allie.'
Allie: 'Yes, Sir. Xxx'
Caroline: 'What do you mean, enough? LOL!'
Graham: 'The nipple pumps are only one punishment. I need to address Allie referring to herself as 'I'.'
Jocelyn: 'What a stuck-up bitch! Hehe.'
Graham: 'To remind you, you are not a person I want you to push your train tickets inside your pussy. You may remove them when you hear the conductor coming. Clear?'
Allie: 'Yes, Sir. Ickle Allie Atkins will do it when she visits the toilet to flush her head. Xxx'
Graham: 'Fine. So anyway, we just wanted to check in with you to make sure your train journey is as we require. J&C; Allie's nipples are under suction for the whole journey; they'll be extremely swollen, sore and chaffed without even considering the burst blister. She's to wet her hair in the loo every hour and she has the less than decorous task of trying to remove her train tickets from her clamped pussy in public for inspection. I'm confident her labia will be bruised by the time she gets here and also her ass is plugged for the duration too. Are we done here do you think?'
Jocelyn: 'I wanted to send her my report to do.'
Graham: 'Not a problem, send it. Anything else?'
Caroline: 'Just in relation to soaking her hair every hour. I'd prefer it if Allie was to visit a toilet straight after someone had just used it?'
Graham: 'Sounds good to me. Anything else?'
Caroline: 'Sorry to keep everyone. Just a little thought; Perhaps Allie could shimmy down her seat a bit, unclamp one labia, pull the chain around the table leg and then re-clamp. I just like the idea of her sitting uncomfortably as she does Jocelyn's report and there's always the chance she might forget when she stands up and rips the clamps off her labia?'
Graham: 'Do that now, Allie.'
Allie: 'Yes, Sir. Xxx'
Jocelyn: 'I've sent you the report, Allie. It better be fucking impressive or I'll rip your tits off! LOL!
Allie: 'The man sitting next to ickle Allie Atkins watched her put the chain around the table leg and attach the clamp back onto her labia. He looks a mix of disgusted and amazed! Xxx'
Graham: 'Apologize to the gentleman for being such a slut. Explain to him you are a corporate slut, and that you have been instructed to offer to give him a blowjob to recompense for him having to sit beside you.'
Jocelyn: 'Priceless Graham! LOL!
Caroline: '...And tell him you'll swallow!'
Graham: 'LOL Caroline. Well, I think we're about done here. Bye for now Caroline, speak soon Jocelyn.'
Jocelyn: 'Bye Graham and C!'
Caroline: 'Chow both!'
Allie: 'Bye bye. Xxx'
III: Text updates from the train:
Allie 9:21am: 'Hey Big Man, ickle Allie Atkins is confused; do I flush my head and then ask the man if he wants a bj? Not sure he'll be keen if ickle Allie Atkins is soaked in toilet water? Xxx'
Allie 9:43am: 'Hey Big Man, Ickle Allie Atkins explained to the man and offered him a bj, and he just said 'Jesus' and called me a freak. When Ickle Allie Atkins came back from the toilet with the chain dangling between her bare thighs below the hem of her anorak and with her hair dripping with toilet water, he actually moved seats! Tickets are inside ickle Allie Atkins's pussy, Sir. Xxx'
Allie 10:13am: 'Hey Big Man, conductor checked tickets. Thanks to the man moving Ickle Allie Atkins had a bit more wriggle room, and even with my pussy chained to the table leg Ickle Allie Atkins was able to get the tickets in time and wipe them down before giving them to the man. Ickle Allie Atkins knows Caroline will be disappointed I managed so well. Xxx'
Allie 10:40: 'Hey Big Man, Icke Allie Atkins flushed her head in the toilet again, Sir. She waited until a man had just vacated the toilet and it really stank! Ickle Allie Atkins thinks it is horrid having hair dripping as she type Miss's report. Xxx'
Allie: 11:30: 'Hey Big Man, Ickle Allie Atkins has finished Jocelyn's report and sent it to Miss. The train is just pulling into Euston so ickle Allie Atkins will flush her hair at the station toilets as she need to get off now. Ickle Allie Atkins will be a sopping wet disgrace when she arrives for the conference. Can you let me know who ickle Allie Atkins is meeting please? Xxx'
