Double Honor Book

Sometimes the deepest pain is the pain you can't let yourself feel.
Mallory Carlisle has her hands full dealing with financial troubles she's desperate to hide, an absentee husband, two active daughters, and a family whose demands for loyalty border on the obsessive.
One day at a family gathering, long-suppressed memories overwhelm Mallory–forcing her, at last, to confront overwhelming pain from her childhood. But after guilt and suspicion drive a wedge between her and her husband–potentially propelling him into another woman's arms–Mallory must find another source of comfort and healing.
Reawakened to the pain she experienced as a child and driven to save her crumbling marriage, Mallory finds herself at the crossroads of her greatest challenge. Now, to achieve victory, she must find a path that leads out of the past, toward honor, joy, and truth–and the only One who can set her free.