Down on My Knees Book

God. It's me again- Grace. I sure hope you're listening because I really need you to hear me tonight. I know that you're well versed on my shortcomings concerning sins of the flesh, so I'll get right to it. Lately, my desires have gotten the best of me. This celibacy thing we've talked about, isn't working out quite like I'd hoped. It seems that the harder I try to do right, the more I want to do wrong. Not that it's an excuse it's just that I get so lonely sometimes. I've even fooled myself into thinking that sharing a man's warm embrace could somehow satisfy those urges but it's never enough. Eventually, I find myself wanting more and more until, well, you know the rest. I guess what I'm saying, what I'm praying for, is some extra consideration this evening because that old feeling has me wanting to do the kinds of things I promised I wouldn't. You know my weakness, so I'm asking for the strength to make it through the night. Thank you God, for hearing me out. In Jesus' name. Amen.