Living Jonathan¿s Life: A Doctor's Descent into Darkness and Addiction Book

Prologue     vii
The Mournful Beat of Unforeseen Drums     1
Days of Moments Past     9
Bloom Like Roses, Break Like Glass     13
The Flesh of My Song     23
A Looking-Glass Dream     29
As Far as the Sun     35
The Tamer of the Lion     39
The Demon in the Lamb     49
The Heaven and the Hell     61
I Am Eternal, I Am     65
"Farewell," Whispered Life     71
"Have Some Wine," Smiled Death     77
Silence That Welcomes My Keep     83
To the Light of Dear God     87
Darkness So Flawed     89
Retreat into the Crypt of My Soul     95
A Life Beholds Springtime Nevermore     101
Memory Unforsaken     107
A Lifetime of Knowledge     111
Hope Can Surge Miles     121
How Fortunate I Am     125
Epilogue     127
Afterword     129
Glossary of Common Alcohol and Drug Addiction, Treatment, and Rehabilitation Terms     135
Compendium of Alcohol and Drug Treatment Programs and Centers     141
Self-Assessment Questionnaire Screening for Alcohol, Drug, or Behavioral Addiction or Abuse     201
Diagnostic Criteria for Chemical Dependence     205
Diagnostic Criteria for Substance Abuse     207
Intervention Resources for Alcohol and Drug Addiction or Abuse     209
Additional Resources     235
The Twelve Steps of Alcoholic Anonymous     237
Topics and Questions for Discussion     239