Early Diary Anais Nin Vol 3 1923-1927 Book

In this book Anaïs Nin is a young married woman, but she is also a budding artist. She and Hugo married just after her 20th birthday, and she struggles with the push and pull every young couple struggles with. She and Hugo, or Hugh as she calls him in this book more often, perhaps a sign of increased maturity, decide to leave New York for Paris.

She discovers that, despite the fact she has origins there, A.N. despises Paris. She finds it dirty and stifling. She doesn't like what it does to her and Hugh. Hugh's vocation as a banker in Paris is exaggerated. She says that in New York, so many people are ambitious that Hugh feels less pressure to be so. But in Paris, where she characterizes men as weak, she thinks Hugh becomes a competitive and dominate force in business.

A.N. spends a great deal of time worrying over Hugh's creative life. While she has much time to write her first attempt at a novel and begin typing up pages of her old diaries, Hugh is exhausted by his job and mostly abandons creative pursuits. She comes to him with this worry in the following exchange:

... Hugh, while whispering, loverlike, sweeter things have ever been written, said: "When will you write again?"
"Do you miss it?" I asked incredulously.
"Yes. I feel part of the object of my work is lost. I work so that you make create'for both of us."

His support of her creative work is strong throughout the book, even if she says the sometimes "quarrel" for days. Still, she and Hugh agree that they have a marriage they are both happy with.

Eventually, she and Hugh do some travelling around Europe, and she finds these new locations much more amenable to her creative pursuits.

But back in Paris, she struggles to balance household work with her creative work. She measures out the days, saying she will devote half to housework and half to writing. Eventually, they make their way back to New York, where she finds it to be different from how A.N. remembers it.

She meets up with her friend Frances, now a reporter at a New York paper, and is shocked she is less engaged with creative work than she remembers her. This serves as a greater symbol for Nin, who often finds those around her are growing up and out of her youthful vigor for writing and reading, but she remains devoted.

Though A.N.'s third diary is themed around her early years in marriage, it's clear that the real narrative is her evolution as an artist. She balances her time and energy between her daily duties and her work as an artist. Again, we see her harsh self-criticism. She challenges that no critic could match her own evaluation of her work. In this volume, it's clear that Nin is on the verge of something.