Contents
Introduction....................xvii
I: Digging....................1
A Life Emerging....................3
Old Friend....................6
Choices....................8
The River....................10
Coats....................13
Blind....................14
Where Is God?....................17
II: The Breath....................19
In This Moment....................21
Wake Up....................23
Mindfulness....................25
Spa Day....................26
III: Mariposa....................29
Death....................31
Letting Go....................32
Positive Core....................34
Transformations....................37
IV: Changing....................41
Turning....................43
Lead Me Back....................45
Time Against Time....................47
Without Love....................50
Childish Games....................52
V: Triage....................55
Save the Child....................57
Thanksgiving....................62
The First Brick....................66
Empty Façades....................70
VI: Love....................73
Again....................75
Eternal Voices....................79
Limping....................82
Open to Love....................83
VII: Convergences....................87
Strongholds....................89
Triggers....................91
Release....................93
Resurrection....................95
VIII: Opening....................97
Broken....................99
Floodgates....................101
Hiding....................103
Opening Slowly....................104
IX: Mother....................105
Compassion Within....................107
Abandonment....................108
Home....................112
Peanut Butter Memories....................114
16,000 Days....................117
X: Revival....................121
Excavations....................123
Voice Awakened....................126
Passing Storms....................130
In the Stillness....................132
Self-Forgiveness....................134
XI: Universal....................139
Confined and Incomplete....................141
Despoiled....................144
A Universal Life....................147
Stand Up....................148
Glossary....................151
Bibliography....................155