Sleeping with Dionysus Book

	Introduction	1
	Addiction	5
	When I Remember	8
	Trespass	9
	Bad Girl	19
	Are You Ever Going to Be Thin?	20
	Ironing	26
	Lighter Fluid	27
	Detour	33
	Mikey's Dad	34
	Poppy Dreams	38
	Addiction	39
	Awaiting Dionysus	42
	Sleeping Around	44
	We Are Powerless	54
	Mr. and Mrs. Jack Sprat	57
	Party of One	58
	Bones of Lovers	66
	Stuffed on Empty	67
	Needless to Say	70
	Dancing with Pan	72
	Blue	73
	Used To	79
	Codeine Poems	80
	Going Out for Cigarettes	82
	Not Quite Gunpowder	85
	Old Records	87
	Just Like Sister Ray Said	90
	Reefer Sadness	91
	Rude Awakening	100
	surrendering to the crash	101
	The Art of Blacking Out	104
	Absinthe	106
	The Oath	107
	A Favor	115
	Answer to a Dionysian Adventurer	118
	Fragments Becoming Whole	119
	Night Bridges	125
	To AA and Others Who Helped Me Stop Drinking	128
	Believe You Me	129
	Steps	139
	Recovery as an Art	142
	Waves	154
	Next Time	159
	Sex: Then and Now	161
	Into the Roar	170
	The Bear	172
	The Healing Circle	176
	Sweet Thing and Wild Thing	178
	The Miracle	185
	Homecoming	187
	Procedure for Reclaiming the Self	200
	About the Authors	203