Beginning from the End Book

	Foreword	xi
	Introduction	xiii
	Introductory Notes	xv
	Fully Diminished
	It Will Be Dark	3
	Surrounded By Darkness	4
	More of A Letter	5
	The Trap of Time	6
	Beginning from the End	7
	Sitting Here Listening	11
	The One Who Knows	12
	Listening to the Howling Wind	13
	Part of the Whole	14
	My Friend	16
	Price of Patience	18
	[I am taking notes...]	19
	Vision I Once Had	20
	Wanna Know	23
	As It Burns	28
	Depress	32
	Across My Back	33
	Kidding Myself	34
	This One	35
	My Pen Never Forgets	36
	I Just Stack It	38
	Ballad of Your Ballad	42
	Another Day	45
	No Void	47
	Speak Softly Spoken Softer Still Sitting Silent	48
	Eye Disease	52
	Wish I Could	53
	Sitting Next to A Serial Killer	54
	What He Said	56
	Hard to Swallow	58
	Looking for Meaning	60
	Empty Mind	61
	Who are the Right People	63
	[so what has happened]	64
	Average Stranger	66
	So Many Words	67
	What Are We Waiting For	69
	Eighty-seven	71
	Exist	74
	Babble	75
	No Sleeping	76
	Clouds Moving Fast	77
	Just Like Today	78
	Uneasy Does It	79
	Season's Change	81
	I am Nothing Without Me	84
	Left Me Sitting	86
	Crash on the Highway	88
	Change Things	89
	Sunlight Through Clear Glass	90
	In the Dark Again	92
	Bolio Revisited	94
	Weary As Hell
	Smoke Catcher	99
	It's Probably Not 3	100
	Silent Falling Tree	102
	Maybe He Was Dreaming	103
	Knock @ 8:30 Ring @ 9	104
	With Each Thought	106
	Blue Lines 13&14,48-50	109
	With Or Without	113
	Desolation Conversation 1	115
	It Might Make Sense	118
	Died In San Pedro	120
	Ronaele 3301	121
	Down All Day	123
	Handcrafted Happiness	124
	Burned In With The Fire	126
	Weary As Hell	129
	It's Common Place	130
	Sitting, River's Edge	133
	In Rooms He Might Fall	135
	Looking Into Empty Hands	136
	Then And Only Then	138
	That's Loneliness	140
	One By One	141
	Around It	145
	Alone With The Fear	146
	Laughing At What He Shouldn't Laugh At	148
	Escaped	150
	Who's Got The Authority	151
	About the Author	153
	Appendix A	155
	Notes	157